by Starbreaker Mon Aug 20, 2018 3:58 pmI humbly ask to please send healing to my friend
It’s an emergency situation she does not know I am
asking on her behalf.
We have been friends 1 year this 9/16
When we met it was not by chance at all we met for many reasons.
We connected and over the next few months it
was positive . She is a real person who tells like
it is . She is beautiful person inside and out.
I visited her Jan April June. Her life started to turn very dark last
visit in June the last week I saw her was bad . When I look now I was right in what she was into now . Discussing with her was tough. Defensive and sadly under the influence at times where it would get heated and sadly again she would forget the next day. It finally boiled over on 7/17 mars retrograde started
not a great time for communication I learned that the hard way.
Things about her situation that I felt ..things I saw ...all came to into laser focus not positive things . She was hurt when she was young as kid. It’s horrendous and no words ....
I let anger consume me. She would not pick up the phone talk etc... We were texting I lost it. I said it harsh and even hurtful.
There is no justifying anything I did . I failed miserably
as her friend. I own it. The closeness we were building the solid rock foundation of friendship was gone.
I felt terrible she broke off all communication told me not to contact her
2 weeks later I wrote a letter reached out and apologized told her my door is always open and I hope we reconnect but I will always think of her with a smile on and in
my heart.
I heard nothing back Then strong dark overwhelming feelings about her situation came to
me . Things I always felt about her and us began to unfold.
She’s in a very dark place this is a matter of life and death
literally.
I understand where she’s at I too have been there .
I’m scared for her. I understand a person who needs help as got
to want to help themselves . It maybe true except when you are
so far down in the hole into the abyss of substance abuse and addiction you
don’t think clearly you do not know which end is up. I know it too well
myself.
I ask please pray send healing to her. I ask this now
time is running out for her. I have lost to many people to this
disease of addiction . I want to reach out again by letter this week
and hopefully I choose my words so carefully with love and hope and care.
She needs to know and feel positive energy and hope.
She will hit rock bottom.
I feel I am part of the problem with her situation on different
levels . I want to be part of the solution more so. I just ask the universe to please bless and please give me the opportunity to
reach her . I can and will be there for her. I have been
told by some cut her loose forget about her she’s bad for you.
No never ever . People who say those things never walked a mile
in my shoes or even hers. You don’t abandon people. I ask would someone abandon
anyone with cancer?? NO people would not.
Her initial is D.
Lives in Florida
So much appreciation love gratitude towards anyone
who helps her which helps me.
Thank you
and everybody who is trying to help her
Ruben and D 
D 
