Good morning all,
Wondering if anyone can help me and give me a reading or practice their skills. I lost my father earlier this year and I'm worried about my mum who's been left behind alone.
I keep replaying his death over and over in my head, it wasn't a surprise we knew he had terminal cancer but it didn't make it any easier. He had a rare form and it was very visual which made it harder to deal with and I also feel it robbed him of enjoying the last few months of his life. I know he was highly self conscious about this. It breaks my heart thinking of him feeling like this.
Due to Covid restrictions he couldn't give him the send off he deserved and we weren't even able to send clothes to the funeral home. How he left the house will haunt me for the rest of my life just in pj bottoms that were huge on him due to the weight loss.
I keep wondering if there is more I could have done, I just can't believe how quickly our family has been torn apart. Watching the deterioration was the most traumatic experience of my life. I guess I'm wondering if any of you are able to communicate with the other side. I would like to know if he's at peace now and in the spirit world does he look healthy again? I can't understand why he was taken from us, I don't understand a lot of things and am questioning the whole world right now.
When I'm grieving I'm not grieving for my loss but the loss of his life. He was a fantastic grandfather to my sisters children, I had hoped he would be there if I ever was blessed enough to have a child. I'm thinking of all the things he will miss and I can't imagine what it is like being told you will die and just waiting.
On another note I myself have tried for over 10 years to get pregnant but it hasn't happened, along with 2 failed ivf attempts. I really wanted him there with my mum if we got pregnant to enjoy their grandchildren.
I watch programmes on TV and I'm angered by bad people who are still here or parents that are not fit to have children having plenty. I am rambling a little now sorry this is my first post I guess I'm trying to find out why bad things happen to good people?
My questions are :
Is my dad at peace? Was he aware of us at the end? Does he have any messages? Was he scared?
Will myself and my partner ever have children or should I close that chapter in life? I feel In a grief stage about this not knowing, grieving for the loss of what I thought would come naturally. My partner would make a fantastic dad I wish so much I could make him a dad. Can anyone see into my future?
Any advice or readings would be much appreciated
Thank you so much. I feel like I'm dealing with two sets of grief my dad being the much harder but the other something that has bothered me for years I need to know what to do as I feel in limbo.
Carly
Wondering if anyone can help me and give me a reading or practice their skills. I lost my father earlier this year and I'm worried about my mum who's been left behind alone.
I keep replaying his death over and over in my head, it wasn't a surprise we knew he had terminal cancer but it didn't make it any easier. He had a rare form and it was very visual which made it harder to deal with and I also feel it robbed him of enjoying the last few months of his life. I know he was highly self conscious about this. It breaks my heart thinking of him feeling like this.
Due to Covid restrictions he couldn't give him the send off he deserved and we weren't even able to send clothes to the funeral home. How he left the house will haunt me for the rest of my life just in pj bottoms that were huge on him due to the weight loss.
I keep wondering if there is more I could have done, I just can't believe how quickly our family has been torn apart. Watching the deterioration was the most traumatic experience of my life. I guess I'm wondering if any of you are able to communicate with the other side. I would like to know if he's at peace now and in the spirit world does he look healthy again? I can't understand why he was taken from us, I don't understand a lot of things and am questioning the whole world right now.
When I'm grieving I'm not grieving for my loss but the loss of his life. He was a fantastic grandfather to my sisters children, I had hoped he would be there if I ever was blessed enough to have a child. I'm thinking of all the things he will miss and I can't imagine what it is like being told you will die and just waiting.
On another note I myself have tried for over 10 years to get pregnant but it hasn't happened, along with 2 failed ivf attempts. I really wanted him there with my mum if we got pregnant to enjoy their grandchildren.
I watch programmes on TV and I'm angered by bad people who are still here or parents that are not fit to have children having plenty. I am rambling a little now sorry this is my first post I guess I'm trying to find out why bad things happen to good people?
My questions are :
Is my dad at peace? Was he aware of us at the end? Does he have any messages? Was he scared?
Will myself and my partner ever have children or should I close that chapter in life? I feel In a grief stage about this not knowing, grieving for the loss of what I thought would come naturally. My partner would make a fantastic dad I wish so much I could make him a dad. Can anyone see into my future?
Any advice or readings would be much appreciated
Thank you so much. I feel like I'm dealing with two sets of grief my dad being the much harder but the other something that has bothered me for years I need to know what to do as I feel in limbo.
Carly